Nirvana Soyjaudah

Creative Statement

I never forgive & I never forget. I know now, that no matter how much you do things for people, they'll always find a way to kick you in the arse. It's me against the world & I'm fine on my own.

First off, let's clear the name issue. Nirvana, pronounced how it's spelled. Not Neeeevahna. Not Nearvna. Nirvana. Or Reisha. Not Reesha, not Richa & certainly not Reshma. Reisha. Simple.


I wish I was born 50 years ago.
I love the way I look
I am a severe glocophobic, I am afraid of balloons. Now some people think this is funny, but believe me, it's not. It's strange, I'll give you that. But hey, it freaks me out. So deal with it. [ Never ever ever talk about balloons or have them on you when you're with me. ]
I have my point of view, and you have yours. You respect mine, I'll respect yours.
I may look gullible and innocent. Don't go on the face.
I cannot give advice to people and I dislike people advising me without me asking for it.
For some funny reason, I seem to think that everyone has a good side when in reality, this is not true.
Promises don't mean anything to me anymore.
I always come up with things that people cannot even begin to understand.
I love theatre, music, dancing & creative writing.

I love the smell of Satsuma because it reminds me of Christmas, no matter what season it is.
I like rivers and I love the ocean.
My favourite colour is Purple, though this is a little bit tricky as I am slightly colour blind and what's purple for me, is usually green for other people.
I cannot sleep in the dark. I always have a light on.
I adore Criminal Law.
I love animals. Especially my hamster, Gravey, my cats Biscuit, Milkshake and Fluffy and my dog Loona.

This isn't going to sound easy. What I have written above is not the whole me. It's barely a glimspe of how I am. I don't pretend to be what I am not, but I also don't give away myself completely to anyone. You see the world from your eyes, and you understand it your way. I am the complete opposite of that.

I am what I am. I suppose you have heard this before but what you see is what you get. No mask, no pretention. If I'm rude, I am rude. If I'm nice, I am nice. I can be good and I can be bad. I can be anything you like. As long as you are my friend. The moment you're not.. Don't even ask.